I really question why I get like this. Is it I'm bored? Or work is too tiring? Or maybe I am depressed? Or have social anxiety or something? I honestly don't think it's to that point. I wonder if it has to do with the social setting. First of all, I shouldn't or worn contacts, or made sure I had some solution with me to fix them (Farking contacts always dry to my eyes no matter what kind I buy). Maybe I should've downed the caffiene first. I don't know. Part of it I think it that I'm just not a big drinker. Yes there's a time and a place for everything, and sometimes I would be into pounding the shit down...but usually I'm more for entertainment. Drinks are something that add to it. I think I would rather be listening to music or dancing, or wandering around looking at people and things...rather than just sitting in a booth.
I think I'm going to try and find some things going on at night that are either cheap or free. And try and see if Alex wants to switch it up a bit. I know he's sick of the "stay in and watch a movie" thing...and perhaps I am sick of the whole "dimly lit bar booth and beer on tap" thing.
Well now I'm just rambling...but...eh. Whatever.